{"id":31310,"date":"2021-08-01T18:26:20","date_gmt":"2021-08-01T22:26:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/?p=31310"},"modified":"2021-08-01T18:26:21","modified_gmt":"2021-08-01T22:26:21","slug":"indecisive","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/2021\/08\/poetry-in-motion\/indecisive\/","title":{"rendered":"Indecisive!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Aren\u2019t we all just a little bit fickle?&nbsp; We want one thing, and then when we have it, we find ourselves wanting something else.&nbsp; That trait can be quite exhausting if it\u2019s mixed with indecisiveness.&nbsp; Have you ever been considering your route for the trip you\u2019re taking, but you can\u2019t decide if you want to take Path A or Path B?&nbsp; Then, when you decide one way, you can\u2019t help thinking the other route may have been better?&nbsp; Heck, I even do that in the lines at the truck wash or fuel islands!&nbsp; Having options is great but being indecisive leads me to feeling torn between a wise decision or settling for a lesser evil.&nbsp; Thankfully, most of the things I tend to be torn about are relatively trivial things \u2013 the Lord helps me with discernment when it matters most.&nbsp; I hope you enjoy this poem about indecisiveness.&nbsp; And, if not, that\u2019s okay, too.&nbsp; The pages in this magazine are made of paper, and this page can be easily \u201ctorn\u201d up if you don\u2019t like it (but I would hope you wouldn\u2019t do that)!<\/p><p><strong>ALWAYS TORN<br>By Trevor Hardwick<\/strong><\/p><div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"alignright size-medium\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/AugPoem01.jpg\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"227\" src=\"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/AugPoem01-300x227.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-31350\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/AugPoem01-300x227.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/AugPoem01-600x454.jpg 600w, https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/AugPoem01-1024x775.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/AugPoem01-768x581.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/AugPoem01.jpg 1050w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/figure><\/div><p>I\u2019m coming to a crossroads,<br>And I\u2019m finding myself torn.<br>Do I take the road less traveled,<br>Or the one a bit more worn?<\/p><p>I tend to lean more frequently,<br>On charting my own course.<br>But sometimes I feel torn between,<br>A wild or broken horse.<\/p><p>I\u2019m torn between the open road,<br>Or spending time at home.<br>I\u2019m torn between the painted look,<br>Or polished steel and chrome.<\/p><p>I\u2019m torn between a simple style,<br>Or lots of chicken lights.<br>I\u2019m fickle when I\u2019m torn between,<br>The daytime or the night.<\/p><p>I\u2019m not so indecisive,<br>Then again I\u2019m not so sure.<br>I\u2019m torn between the kid in me,<br>And something more mature.<\/p><p>I\u2019m torn between a flat-top Pete,<br>Or a short and slanted hood.<br>That\u2019s a lie, to tell the truth,<br>In that regard I\u2019m good.<\/p><p>At first I used the word respect,<br>Then changed it to regard.<br>I\u2019m torn between the two,<br>\u2018Cause writing poetry is hard.<\/p><p>It ain\u2019t much fun to be so torn,<br>When clarity\u2019s a must.<br>And being indecisive,<br>Makes my instincts hard to trust.<\/p><p>I\u2019m torn between the views I see,<br>And which ones I like best.<br>The rolling hills back east,<br>Or the mountains in the west?<\/p><p>All these things I\u2019m mentioning,<br>Are trivial, that\u2019s true.<br>I\u2019m torn between my comfort zone,<br>And trying something new.<\/p><p>We all will face dilemma,<br>Since the day that we are born.<br>Just pray for more discernment,<br>And you might not feel so torn.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Aren\u2019t we all just a little bit fickle?&nbsp; We want one thing, and then when we have it, we find ourselves wanting something else.&nbsp; That trait can be quite exhausting if it\u2019s mixed with indecisiveness.&nbsp; Have you ever been considering your route for the trip you\u2019re taking, but you can\u2019t decide if you want to<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":31351,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-31310","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-poetry-in-motion"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31310","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31310"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31310\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31352,"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31310\/revisions\/31352"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/31351"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31310"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31310"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tenfourmagazine.com\/content\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31310"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}